Thursday, January 24, 2013

NOT on My Watch!

Well, a dear, sweet bloggy friend has unwittingly set a heart-cry in motion within my spirit...
(although I know she would be thrilled at the spark she started)

She used the phrase "Not on my watch..."

It has started something in me that is...
very PURPOSEFUL
very INTENTIONAL
very CONSISTENT

We (as sons and daughters) of the Most High God
are not called to be
complacent
wishy-washy
reactive
or unpredictable.

N.E.V.E.R.

Do you hear me?
(I am mostly talking to myself right now..)
NEVER

There is no place in scripture that He calls us to sit around living our life
ignoring the hurting and broken
not seeing the hungry and dying
not going to the lonely and lost.

All throughout the Word He commands us to 
Go
Feed
Preach
Care for...

He has impressed so powerfully on my heart these past few weeks...
just because we aren't seeing the lost or hurting
doesn't mean they aren't there.

He sees...
He cares...

He has put His Spirit inside of us
to awaken our spirit
to see what He sees!

So, how does "Not on my watch" connect to this?

Well, dear ones~
there is a world full of hurting, broken, hungry, dying, lonely, and lost...

Just waiting...

Waiting for someone to pray, to support, to go!

We can all do our part - and we all have a part to do!

NOT ON MY WATCH!

I will pray!
 


I will support those who go!
(picture from the wonderful work of the International Voice of the Orphan)

I will go and do what He calls me to do!


My heart cry during this time of fasting...
NOT ON MY WATCH!

For my marriage...
For my bio children...
For my foster children...
For the fosters yet to come...
For the orphans that only the Holy One can see...

That same bloggy friend shared this scripture from Luke 18:1-7

The Parable of the Persistent Widow

Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not give up.  He said: “In a certain town there was a judge who neither feared God nor cared what people thought. And there was a widow in that town who kept coming to him with the plea, ‘Grant me justice against my adversary.’   
 “For some time he refused. But finally he said to himself, ‘Even though I don’t fear God or care what people think,  yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will see that she gets justice, so that she won’t eventually come and attack me!’”
And the Lord said, “Listen to what the unjust judge says.  And will not God bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off?


Wow!
Now, I have read this scripture many times before.
Many times I'm sure.

But today - in the third week of our corporate fast at church - 
today it was like "YES!"

I get it, God!

We must keep going...
never stop praying...
never stop giving...
never stop going...

Purposeful.
Intentional.
Consistent.

And my prayer - just as my sister as sparked this within me
that at least one will be sparked as well.

   

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Turning the Page

Knowing His timing...
trusting in His path...
surrendering to the choice...

The time has come that we turned the page on Mike and Jacob's time with us.

Their time has been a roller coaster of emotion.
But though it all I have continually asked God to be in the center...
to guide our decisions along the way.

Some time ago, God gave me a vision of a child who I needed to be praying for.
A child who was already in their situation...
hurting...
alone...
but not yet found.



In surrendering the boys in their timing we can then make room for God to move.

Fill our home again, Lord Jesus
...with the hurting
...with the lost
...with those who need defending

We dedicate our home and time to You, Lord.


 

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Preparing for a Change

By all accountings - this Monday (or so) should be the Dewey's last day here...

I am very settled in my heart - 
I have felt that their time was slipping away.

They have been here so long that they feel so much a "part" of what my family is now...
but they have always felt like that extra "part".

I knew from the beginning that God was not ordaining them to stay
but now that the time is upon us I am kind of lost of what I should be feeling.

We have celebrated so many of their firsts...


First birthday party attended!


 First time visiting a farm...

First time camping...

 and fishing!

We've celebrated birthdays...

 Fun-filled family days..

 And first day of school!

School performances...

 and memory-making holidays.

We are trusting that God is looking out for your whole family

and praying that your mom and grandmom come to a knowledge of Christ

from the example that we have placed in you

and that He has written in your hearts.


And we are praying even now for that little one that He needs us to have the open bed space for...

dear one, He is watching and protecting you!

We will see you soon...